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full moon - demo
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full moon - demo

this never went anywhere so i'm putting it here

lyrics:

i went swimming in a shallow river
i went swimming in the black and gold
i went swimming in a shattered mirror
with the full moon hanging low

oh i like it when you touch my body
oh i like it when we take it slow
oh i like it when you say you want me
with the full moon hanging low

couldn't help it, had to kiss you at the red light
couldn't help but take the long way home
now i'm thinking if i want you for a long time
i can let another second go

oh i like it when you touch my body
even like it in the light of day
i never wanted anyone to see me
but then again, nobody's seen me this way

open up the blinds
you can take your time

and it's funny how we never knew then
all the things that we were gonna know
you were tucked away in california
you were sitting right beneath my nose 

HI EVERYONEEEE!!!

today i revisited some old demos while sitting in a waiting room chair at #questdiagnostics and stumbled upon this gem. “full moon” is a song i always thought i wanted as an intro to an album/project, but it never really ended up making sense in a tracklist. so i thought i’d share it here!!!

it’s about falling in love for the very first time, written while i was doing so. i came up with those first four lines while driving back from a weekend trip in ojai with my boyfriend at the time. he was asleep in the passenger seat and that made me angry because i couldn’t believe he wasn’t awake to see how MASSIVE the moon was, seemingly following just the two of us on our winding drive home. it was just enormous, and so golden. i drove by this river that was sort of choppy in the breeze, and as he slept peacefully next to me i watched the dark, churning water reflect the moon in fragments. it hit me right then that i was feeling so much i had never, ever felt before but had always wished to (see: “i wanna” by ella jane). even now, several years older and at a completely different place in my life, this song remains such a special time capsule of that moment.

so here it is!! something to tide you over before “Sparkwheel” drops next month ;)

(if you haven’t seen on my social media… i have an EP coming out on july 3rd and i am SO EXCITED for you guys to hear the new tracks on it. presave it here!)

LOVE YOUUUUUU

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